Self-Care

How do you practice self-care?

I try to eat right, stay hydrated, keep active, and spend some time in my yard every day. I wear a sunhat, keep my regular doctor’s appointments, and make a point to do what seems right.

Television

Daily writing prompt
How do you waste the most time every day?

I don’t watch much television but I consider it a total waste of time. I don’t think it makes me a better person in any way. My husband would miss it but I’d be fine without one.

Fishing at Vermillion Bay

Andrew and Molly Part 31

Molly’s rage deflated at Aggie’s outburst. Though Aggie had often been sharp-spoken and critical on her arrival, she’d mellowed and become like a mother, especially after Andrew was taken. The relationship changed further after Molly married Wharton and the children started coming. Aggie was simply “Granny” to them, a different status for both of them. Molly couldn’t deny her pride in coming up in the world. Aggie stood her ground but there were some who called Molly uppity and thought she ought to get off her high horse, especially those who had come over on the boat with her and were still struggling under indenture. In truth, Molly was acutely aware that Andrew’s position was lower than Wharton’s had been.

Meanwhile, Andrew recalled his devastation upon his return at finding Molly had been wed and widowed. She’d borne his son and given him another man’s name. He’d spent years suffering humiliation and pain watching for his chance to escape not knowing his old life was already lost to him. He couldn’t deny he’d taken comfort in Sarah, but that fact only complicated his ambiguous situation. Upon seeing the baby at birth, he couldn’t deny it. It was fully white, his child. He couldn’t leave it behind, even knowing it would be unwelcome. He knew he had no right to be angry at Molly but the change in their class angered and shamed him. Legally, he was her bondsman and she’d not yet offered him release nor welcomed him back in her life.

The two stared at each other across the table. The truth of the situation couldn’t be denied. Besides the history between them, they needed each other. Molly’s farm cried out for a man of Andrew’s talents. They shared a son, though he bore another man’s name. Molly had two girls and Andrew had a baby who needed raising.

”What are we to do?” cried Molly.

Aggie was gratified when Andrew wasn’t at her house for breakfast.

Fried Chicken!

Which food, when you eat it, instantly transports you to childhood?

I was fortunate. My mother loved fried chicken. It was the cheapest meat, so we had it two or three times a week. She always served it with mashed potatoes and gravy with big chunks of fried chicken crumbles stirred in. Hot homemade biscuits accompanied every meal. That is one of the finest memories of my life.

He Flipped the Table

(This is a guest post from a friend who wishes to remain anonymous. I hope it gives you pause.)

The room was cold. Not cruel, just… indifferent.

White walls. Bright lights. The hum of fluorescent tubes. Not a chapel. Not a courtroom. Not Hell. Just a windowless, federally contracted execution chamber in the back of a privately run detention center in Texas.

The table was shaped like a cross. Not by design—at least, not officially. A long central plank padded in sterile vinyl, with two short extensions at shoulder height, each outfitted with broad leather restraints.

They laid him down with professional indifference. One guard to each limb. Strap, buckle, cinch. Left arm out, right arm out, body flat against the cold table— arms wide like wings, like surrender, like the very thing he had once been accused of defiling.

He hadn’t touched anyone. He hadn’t carried a weapon. He hadn’t shouted threats.

He flipped a donation kiosk in a megachurch lobby on Easter Sunday. Shattered it like a parable. Then spoke scripture calmly until security tackled him.

The officer who tackled him slipped, drew early, fired wildly. The second officer died instantly.

They called it felony murder.

The trial was swift. The defense was outmatched. The church offered prayers for the officer’s family. And then, quietly, for justice to be done.

It was.

The IV bag hung to his left. Clear. Efficient. The needle entered the inside of his wrist like a nail through open flesh. The nurse’s hands were gloved. His were not.

The straps at his wrists cut slightly into skin. Bloodless. But firm. Cruciform in silence.

A priest had been offered. He declined. The Bible had been offered. He declined.

Only one ritual remained.

“Any last words?” the warden asked. It was policy.

He looked straight up into the overhead lights. Not at the people. Not at the camera. Just at the light itself.

Then he said it:

“Dios mío, Dios mío, ¿por qué me has abandonado?”

No translation was given. No one asked.

The IV hissed. The line emptied. His arms, still outstretched, twitched once. Then stillness.

The technician marked the time.

He was dead.


Three days later, on a bright, clean Sunday, the megachurch was packed.

The new kiosk was reinforced glass, affixed to the floor. The collection bins were digital now. Swipe cards only.

The pastor wore a new mic. Security wore sidearms. A choir sang something upbeat and harmless. The sermon was on grace.

A child tugged at her mother’s sleeve during communion.

“Mama… who was that man? The one who flipped the table?”

Her mother hushed her.

But the question hung there, unanswered. Like a ghost. Like a seed. Like a curtain that never quite closed.

And somewhere deep in the crowd, someone quietly began to cry.

Andrew and Molly Part 30

Shocked, they turned to see Aggie standing in the door behind them, shaking with anger. “What’s wrong with you? Why can’t you see what a blessing you have? I’ve lost all three of my children and now my man. If God was good enough to give me back just one of them, I’d be down on my knees thanking him. Molly, Andrew is a fine man. There’s no better farmer or blacksmith around. He was kidnapped and tormented by the Indians. He never forgot about you. You can make a life together. It don’t make no difference you made a life with the master while he was gone. That was lucky for you and left you a rich woman, but now you’re free to be with Andrew again. No man around could run this farm like he can. You need him and he needs you. It don’t matter none about that baby he brought in. You got two babies with Wharton, didn’t you?

And you, Andrew. You need to git over your anger at Molly. She’s a good woman and just done what she was made to do. You ain’t so much different. Any fool can see that baby is yours. You took comfort where you could, not knowing if you’d ever git home.

Your pride is hurt but you and Molly took vows that still bind you. The two of you and your young one’s are all I’ve got and I ain’t going to stand by and let you take that from me if I can help it. Now, sit down and talk this out. I can’t take no more loss.” With this, she turned and left.

Top 10 Reasons Dogs Are Better Pets Than Cats

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1. Dogs will tilt their heads and try to understand every word you say.
Cats will ignore you and take a nap.

2. Cats look silly on a leash.

3. When you come home from work, your dog will be happy and lick your face.
Cats will still be mad at you for leaving in the first place.

4. Dogs will give you unconditional love until the day they die. Cats will
make you pay for every mistake you’ve ever made since the day you were born.

5. A dog knows and tries to comfort you when you’re sad. Cats don’t care how you feel, as long as you remember where the can opener is.

6. Dogs will bring you your slippers. Cats drop a dead mouse in your slippers.

7. When you take them for a ride, dogs will sit on the seat next to you.
Cats have to have their own private basket, or they won’t go at all.

8. Dogs will happily come when you call and be happy. Cats will have someone take a message and get back to you.

9. Dogs will play fetch with you all day long. The only thing cats will play
with all day long are small rodents or bugs, preferably ones that look like
they’re in pain.

10. Dogs will wake you up if the house is on fire. Cats will quietly sneak out.

First Crush

Write about your first crush.

When I was in the first grade, John caught my eye. I liked him for two days till he got a bad cold. He got a snotty nose and wiped his nose on his sleeve. I guess it wasn’t true love.