Fatigued almost beyond bearing, Anya’s head felt as though it would burst. Her jaw ached and blood drained from her left ear. Her stepmother, Bessie had deafened her right years ago, but now she’d developed a deafening roar in her left. Barely conscious, she struggled to maintain her death grip on the cow’s halter and half-walked and was half-dragged the final half-mile to the barn. Though she couldn’t hear it, the farm dog barked at her staggering approach, but for some reason didn’t offer to bite as she struggled to the barnyard. Instinct alone guided her into the barn where she collapsed on the haystack. Old Bossie followed her in and was grateful of the opportunity to get her feed early. Hay drifted over Anya as she slept, keeping the secret of her presence, though in her decreasing consciousness, she had no concern for anything. Unaware of anything except pain and fatigue, she slept late into the next day.
Anya’s mind was foggy when she awoke, only aware of pain, hunger and thirst. The beating she’d taken left her deaf and confused. She did vaguely remember trying to fire the pistol, but nothing after that. Her raging thirst drove her from the barn. With the pain in her jaw, eating would not have been an option. She made her way toward the cabin, seeking water.
Had anyone been there to see her, she’d have been a horrifying specter as she fell against the door. Wakening to find Jack licking the blood from her ear, she managed to hang onto the wall and table till she got to the water bucket. Slaking her thirst, she dropped painfully to the cabin floor, unaware she was in the world.
Over the next few years, their brood grew to include seven. The boys were tall and strong, a lot of help to Eddie, so he didn’t need Neeley’s help so much. A stern taskmaster, he was apt to take his belt to the boys should they dally. When Will, their third son was about eight, he was given the task of planting corn as his older brothers made up the rows on either side of him. The rows seemed to stretch on forever and his back ached with bending and planting four kernels per hills ten to twelve inches apart. He fell further and further behind. Desperate to catch up, he buried a big pile of seed in one hill and caught up to his brothers. It rid him of so much of the accursed seed, he repeated the process up and down the rows, finishing up in time with the rest. He thought no more about it, glad to be done with the onerous task of planting. Several evenings later, Eddie went out one bright moonlit night to check to see if his corn had sprouted late that afternoon. Indeed it had, but not all in rows like he expected. Big clumps of corn sprouts stood in patches up and down the rows. Infuriated, he knew immediately what Will had done. He strode toward the house, determined to set the boy straight. In their exhaustion, the three boys had gone to bed immediately after supper. Eddie stomped into the room snatching the covers back from the sleeping boys and started beating them with his belt. Though Will got the worst of it, the other boys suffered welts, too. Neeley heard the screams from the kitchen and burst in to stop Eddie. In his fury, he didn’t seem to notice her. Neeley .. got the fireplace poker and got between him and the boys, beating him about the shoulders. Finally, she stood him off. Threatening to crack him over the head, she assured him she’d kill him if she had to. In the face of her ferocity, he backed down, putting himself on one side of a wall and herself and the kids on another. This was repeated several times over the next few years, made worse as the boys’ hormones kicked in and Eddie aged. Neeley wondered if his meanness was due to his head jury or his nature. It could have been a combination since Eddie had learned violence at he hands of his own father, many years earlier.
